Monday, June 26, 2017

For Someone Special ...Why do I Love You Still ...

          I love you because I do. I love you because the Universe showed me the way to you. I love you because my heart beats your name, my mind drowns in your eyes, my soul feels yours even when we are miles apart.

        I love you because I have no choice; I didn’t ask to love you. I didn’t need to love you, but I love you just the same. My arms aren’t filled unless you’re in them and my thirst is not quenched unless you are the drink.

           I love you because I feel comfort in being out of my comfort zone with you by my side. I love you because every cell of my body responds to your touch, to your look, to the way you move and the way you sound. I love you because something, somewhere, directed me to you.

            It was my soul and you are its mate.I simply need you every moment ...

           Through the paths we have taken to one another, I have loved you. I’ve played in comfortable places among comfortable people until I had no choice but to leave there to come to you here. I battled the gods themselves and faced the raging storms of hell until, one day, the clouds parted and your eyes met mine.

          I am waiting impatiently, for you until that shock from my heart announced your coming in my life.

           I know you are scared, my sweet Angel. I know you feel the pangs of fear and the dread of a journey of which no arrival is guaranteed. But I promise you this: when the demons come I will stand strong with you at my back and you will be protected. When the brimstone comes raining from the sky I will shield you until each storm passes. When the swine and malcontent arrive, I will fight them and when the battles are over and the storm clouds are gone I will hold your face, look into your eyes,and you will know why I love you.

           You loved me instantly. Before you even knew me. You already knew.You never faltered and you had faith in us. Even when I stumbled slightly in the very beginning. You never swayed. You accept me. My light and my shadow. Even though we are different, you never try to change me. I am me when I am with you. You show me you. You opened yourself up, cracked your heart wide open and you allowed me in.
          I love your voice. It somehow resonates deeply in my soul. Because you know me even when I struggle to know myself.How your fantasies blend with mine. Because when we fight it is never traumatic because we both know it will never be the end.And how you are never stubborn in making up. Well, at least not for too long…  I love how you tell me that this is like nothing you have experienced before.And I believe you. I believe it all. I trust you with my life and my heart. I know I am safe in your arms.And you would protect me with your life. How every day you teach me something new. And you allow me to teach you things that I know you have little interest in. I love the way you sing to me, especially when it is our song that plays. And how you tell me stories about your childhood and I imagine how you were back then. How still your kiss does crazy things to my insides.And when you share in video to me, I forget the rest of the world exists And how I feel like I’ve known you the whole of my life.I love how you are present with me, and you absorb me completely.How I miss you the second you leave. And even before sometimes. How you call me out when I try to push the boundaries. And how you tell me without any doubt that I am the only one in the world for you. I love how you get mad with me when I question your love. Because it frustrates you that I would ever question how devoted you are. And how you forgive me so quickly for everything else that I say and do that hurts you. And you never mention it again. I love how you allow me to put my cold hands and feet on your warm body.I love the way you look at me in videos. And also how you look at me when we have made extra special love.I hate it when we fight but love that our making up makes everything better. I love how we imagine a wild and wonderful future together. And then make the plans to make it happen. How when I act a little crazy you smile and soothe my aches.  And I love the way I catch you watching me as though you are in awe at what you see. I love how quickly I turn you on and how easily you pleasure me.
                I love how I often fail to understand you. You puzzle my mind. And that’s good. And how I often know your thoughts when no words have been spoken. I love how when I ask you how much you love me you tease me and give the most ridiculous replies.And did I tell you… I love you because I love you. I love you.I want to marry you and i need you always and always..everything i wrote in one breadth and now you to decide about this.. 

Only Last... I Love You.....